“How are you?”

My friend asked me this many times the other day while we were hanging out. “I’m good! Just busy.” I answered every time. After thinking a bit, I realized I didn’t even know how I was. Life has been going by, people coming in and out, and I haven’t been spending enough time to reevaluate myself. Now that I think about it…I’M NOT REALLY OK AT ALL. Life has been really hard lately. Battling with parents, grades, and my lack of skill in multiple things. Looking back on my progress this year, I’M NO WHERE NEAR WHERE I WANT TO BE! It’s not like life sucks or anything. In fact, its been pretty good. But it’s still not what I want it to be and i’m not about to settle for anything less.

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