February 2, 2012

I’m done dreaming…

Girls have almost completely destroyed my sense of romanticism. Back when I was a sophomore, I use to dream about the day I find a girl that would love me for who I am and all that cute shit. I had it all planned out and ready. But every girl I liked turned me down and I never got close. In the middle of summer I was like, “FUCK THIS! I’M GONNA PROVE TO EVERYONE I CAN BE SOMEONE COOL” (thats actually what I thought…x.x) and began to pretend to be like everyone else. I forcefully talked different, acted different, and even dressed different. The amazing part was that IT ACTUALLY WORKED! I got girls and people began to take me seriously. Even girls who I use to like began to like me. Although this new attention made me feel good, it mostly pissed me off about how society works. Not wanting to be a faker, I decided to stop toying around. 

Now, I have almost no hope for a relationship because i’m just so skeptical at girls intentions. To them, without any of my skills, connections, or looks, i’m nothing. I’m just gonna focus on my dancing and videography which is something REAL that means something to me. I’m done dreaming and wasting my time.

1:21 am • 17 notes

Notes

  1. akillathehun said: Never stop dreaming, bruuuh! Not all girls are lame, and who knows, maybe the perfect girl is right around the corner! :)
  2. liawang said: oh my. haha love you kiddo.
  3. phoebe- said: yeah, PREACH IT! proud of ya :’)
  4. angelarzxu said: dance is the one true love ~_~
  5. figuringit0ut said: this is deep :]
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